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| Insatiable Dickaholic on the prowl!!! These are stories about my sexual encounters, desires/fantasies, everyday life, original poetry, everything imaginable can be found right here!! You will see as you read this blog that I am addicted to giving blowjobs, so there will definately be stories of those events here! I also enjoy having my ass spanked when I am naughty which is most of the time!! Enjoy and please do leave a comment!
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Fucking Childish????
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Posted:May 4, 2006 7:33 am
Last Updated:May 4, 2006 7:38 am
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Oh my goodness, am I waging a war with myself!!! I feel so depressed, and can't explain why. I have back problems and it has flared up again!! I am thinking that has something to do with it, along with the fact that I start a new job on Monday. D is working out of town again. He had been working close to home, but with the weather warming up, business has picked up, so that means more lonely nites, packed with "single mother" days!! I think that is what is bothering me. D makes me feel so secure, and here I go starting a new job, and he won't be here when I get home to tell him about how my first day went. I think I am being childish in a way, but can't help but feel a little apprehensive. It has been awhile since he has had to work out of town. I don't know, but I apologize for my rambling, I think I will be headed to the pharmacy for my little pills, that I have done so well without, for a while. I hate that! I don't like taking anything other than an Ibuprofen or a Midol (same thing, I know in a sense) !
I need a few kind words from you guys, as well as a hot bath!! So tell me, what would you lovely people do to cheer me up?!! Or do you feel I am just being childish?
Kisses
Lady
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Drownning.......
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Posted:May 3, 2006 9:51 pm
Last Updated:May 4, 2006 7:15 am
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She is a woman, full of love, yet hidden behind a mask of tears,
She is a woman of strength, yet weaken by the weight of tears,
She is a woman of life, yet is dying from the poison of tears,
She struggles to breathe,
She enhales, a tear falls,
She falls to her knees,
She is a woman alone,
drowning in tears,
her own tears,
her sorrow,
can no one hear her?
Lady
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You Changed.......AAAAAWWWW FUCK!!!!! AGAIN!!!
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Posted:May 2, 2006 4:36 pm
Last Updated:May 3, 2006 8:51 am
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The following are lyrics to a song entitled You Changed by Keyshia Cole an R&B artist. I have had her CD for a while, but never really LISTEN to the lyrics until after reading that email which I posted earlier. Let me know if you understand what she is saying!!!
You Changed
I already heard your side of the story now hear mine,
Ima tell you why cause you changed when you got dough-naananana‒ no you listen
I remember like yesterday the very day I met you,
you was lookin fly I was actin shy so when you walked by
I ignored you good thing you turned around and asked me my name in an instant
my attitude changed swept me off my feet you were so sweet feelin kinda deep
you amused me gave you my number next day you called askin if you can see me
so I said alright you can stop on by it gave me butterflys,
30 minutes knock knock its you I'm glad to see you but I keep my cool from day one
I fell in love with you but now I ask myself who are you.
[Chorus]
You changed You changed you got dough and changed you got doe and you changed baby
you changed it wasn't the same you got dough and you changed you got doe and you changed what was I to do.
You were never there why should I be there, their know one there to hold me I am workin hard
and late these are the day's when a girl like me needs lovin if he's not
then someone else is getting what he causes you wasn't takin care of home
left me there alone so whats a girl to do when she's feelin in the mood we were together
but we grew apart thinkin with my mind and not my heart packed up all my things left the engagement
ring
cause from the looks of things I can't do this live this life that I call my life
and if this is what is like being your wife I'd rather be your friend then through thick and thin
but now it's the end my sufferin.
[Chorus]
You changed You changed you got dough and changed you got doe and you changed baby
you changed it wasn't the same you got dough and you changed you got doe and you changed what was I to do.
What was I to do, sit around and wait for you to call
when I wanted be in your arms missin you every minute
you were gone you were gone to long doin who knows what who knows where
you act like you didn't care when I wouldn't be here, cause you changed.
[Chorus]
You changed You changed you got dough and changed you got doe and you changed baby
you changed it wasn't the same you got dough and you changed you got doe and you changed what was I to do.
No it ain't about the house with rims and the range
no it ain't about the cars and houses and things
no ain't perpetraintin with the clothes broken promises please.
No ain't about the hype that you given to me.
No it ain't about it, No it ain't about it, No it ain't about it,
Oh no what was I to do about it.
No it ain't about the house with rims and the range
no it ain't about the cars and houses and things
no ain't perpetraintin with the clothes broken promises please.
No ain't about the hype that you given to me.
No it ain't about it, No it ain't about it, No it ain't about it,
No it ain't about the house with rims and the range
no it ain't about the cars and houses and things
no ain't perpetraintin with the clothes broken promises please.
No ain't about the hype that you given to me.
No it ain't about it, No it ain't about it, No it ain't about it,
It ain't about it
So what is it about?
Can you tell I am in an inquisitive mood today?
LOL!!!
Kisses
Lady
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Selfishness VS. Selflessness? AAWWW FUCK!!!!
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Posted:May 2, 2006 12:49 pm
Last Updated:May 3, 2006 10:15 am
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She looks at him with anger. She's angry at him for the time she has wasted on him and this so called "relationship" ! She deserves more from him, yet he is so unwilling to sacrifice the way she has for him and their "love" ! How is it so fucking easy for him to make up excuses why he didn't go look for a job today, yesterday, last week, and say so easily, why he can't go tomorrow! She feels her stomach tighten because in her heart, she loves him, but needs so much more than he is willing to put forth the effort to give. Does he even love her? If he does, why doesn't he give her what she wants, what she deserves, hell, what she NEEDS!! The days have gone by, and her love for him has grown, yet so has she, as well as her needs. She needs him to do better!! She needs him to make her feel better. She listens to him whine about not having a job, "HELLOOOOO?????" Does he think she has not noticed him sitting on the couch everday, when she returns from HER JOB? She loves the lazy bum, but he has more excuses than a parolee found by the police with a pocket full of stolen wallets!! She is angry at how he allows people to hold him back, while she is left to pick up the pieces. She is angry at him for kicking and screaming at doors instead of kicking them down to make her more secure? She loves being with him, well, she does, however she wishes he would just "do" more. If not for her, for himself. She looks at herself in the mirror as she thinks of the happier times they have shared; she can see her eyes twinkle a bit thinking of how he use to hold her close as they shared secrets, hopes and dreams. But her eyes seem less bright as she thinks of the man that is just in the other room. She is angry at him for the love she feels for him, when he does next to nothing to prove how he feels for her. She has weathered storm after storm for him, with him, about him!! Damn him, why did she love him so much? It isn't like he gives her any money, or smother her with kisses!! It isn't like he actually has a job!!! Why did she love him? Why wouldn't he put forth a bigger effort? Why didn't he just stop making excuses, and get off his ass and take care of his woman??? Why in the hell is it so fucking easy for him to constantly take from her? Why?? What does he give her? She continued to stare into the mirror wondering what was wrong with her, why he wouldn't change!!!
*What do you think? Who is being selfish here? Is she staying because she loves him, or what?
Someone sent this to me as well as about 30 people, now you tell me, who is selfish in this situation? Is anyone being selfish? What would you do, if you were in this situation? *
Lady
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Where oh where has Keithcancook, gone???!!!!!
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Posted:May 1, 2006 7:38 pm
Last Updated:May 13, 2006 5:12 am
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HAS ANYONE SEEN KEITHCANCOOK ? LATELY?! HIS BLOG IS MISSING FROM MY WATCHED LIST? PLEASE CAN SOMEONE GIVE ME AN UPDATE ON HIM? IF ANYONE IS IN CONTACT WITH HIM PLEASE TELL HIM, I HAVE MISSED HIS BLOG!!!!!!
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SEX DRAFT!!! Who wouldyou want on your team?
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Posted:Apr 29, 2006 6:01 am
Last Updated:May 3, 2006 9:39 pm
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Ok this weekend is NFL Draft weekend and it got me to thinking about a SEX Draft!! Who would be your first round pick? Now let's see, there are 7 rounds, so I will tell you who I would draft in my rounds then you tell me the seven people you would draft to your team!!!! Oh yeah give your team a name too!!! Ok.....Let the draft begin! This is a fantasy draft ok, so yes, there will be males on my team as well as females, so are you interested to see who is on my team?
The 69ers choose:
1st round: grib1876
2nd round: passionswine
3rd round: diesel_118
4th round: womenlooking4fun
5th round: keithcancook
6th round: MOfunNOWWOW
7th round: expatbrit49
So there you have it there is my draft, so tell me, who's on your team??!!
Kisses to all you naughty people!!!
Lady
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FUCKING 200th POST!!! YIPPEEEEEEE!!!
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Posted:Apr 28, 2006 7:53 pm
Last Updated:Apr 30, 2006 9:07 pm
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This is my 200th post!!! I know that the tradition is that one shares 200 things about themselves, however, let's just begin sharing, and see how many we get, Ok? Ok!!
1) Favorite color PURPLE
2) Favorite sexual position : Doggy style, baby!
3) Favorite food: General Tso Chicken
4) Favorite quality I see in myself: HONESTY!
5) If I could change one thing about my body: My
tummy could use a little flattening!!
6) Favorite T.V. Show: Numb8rs on CBS!! Great
show!!
7) Hot spot: Back of my neck, and the small of
my back!!
8 ) I hate the color Lime Green!
9 ) I hate brussel sprouts!!
10 )I baby myself by going to get a pedicure!
11 ) Favorite sport: Football
12 ) Least favorite sport: Golf I can't hit the
damn ball off the tee.
13 ) Favorite music: R & B!
14 ) Least favorite music: Hard Rock!!
15 ) Favorite past time: Bubble bath, SEX!!
16 ) My dirty little secret is I love to eat
rocky road ice cream while watching Reality
T.V.
17 ) I think that Jamie Foxx is oh so sexxxy.
18 ) Favorite Soap Opera: General Hospital!! Love
Sonny Corinthos!!
19 ) I love D, because he always makes me laugh!
20 ) Favorite saying: Once just isn't enough!!
21 ) Favorite Sexxy Food: Strawberried, whipped
cream.
22 ) What I love to do to a man!! Suck his dick!!
23 ) What I love to do to a woman? Eat her pussy!
24 ) Favorite movie: Lackawanna
Blues!
25 ) Favorite body part: My 44DDs!!!
Okay, guys perhaps I will continue tomorrow!! I am getting sleepy. Enjoy and pleae take care!!
Kisses to all you naughty people!
Lady
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An Abused Life........
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Posted:Apr 27, 2006 2:17 pm
Last Updated:Apr 30, 2006 9:38 am
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I was just over at MOfunNOWWOW blog,and read an interesting post about hergoddaughter's abusive relationship. No matter how you slice it that is what it is!! I use to be in an abusive relationship. But the thing is, I think for while I didn't really know I was in an abusive relationship. I know that it sounds weird, but I really think you have to be there to understand what I mean. I was 15 when I met *Lee* and he was 19. We dated for a few months, he was a great guy, but I was wild, so we broke up. He went through alot after we parted, but my life went on and so did his. Well, when I turned 18 and had went through alot of loss in my life I longed for the comfort he had given me those 3 years ago, so I went about trying to find him. I went off to college in the fall, and when spring break came around, I was told he was looking for me as well. Anyway, we found each other again, and fell in love all over again, and eventually we got engaged. Now here comes the stupid part!!! Exactly 2 months after we got engaged, he got angry at me for no reason, and jacked me up against the wall, in front of a male friend of ours. The male friend, had a history of beating his wife, who happened to be my godsister, but surprisingly he pulled *Lee* off of me, before he really "hit" me. Well, about an hour later, after they returned from their walk, he apologized, and here comes another stupidity bubble I said: OK!! Our nite went along, and after our friend left, we were getting ready for bed, and he flew into a rage about a CUP in the livingroom, which I told him I didn't have it so stop fucking yelling at me!!! I have never seen a man take what seemed to be 1 step from across the room to end up on the 2nd step right in my face so quickly. Before I knew it, he slapped me!! I was speechless, and just walked over to the bed, curled up in a ball, and cried as he huddled next to me apologizing. I wouldn't let him touch me, or even sleep next to me, I placed pillows between us. But HELLO!!!!! Why the fuck didn't I leave then? I had left everything for him. I dropped out of college, left my family in the wind, not that they were all that supportive of me anyway, and he was all I had!! I was pregnant with our first , and didn't feel I could do it alone!! I prayed that God would fix the situation. Yeah, I was praying again!! Time went on, and as I got further along in my pregnancy, his temper actually, got a little better. I thought my prayers had been answered, oh but wait!! When my was about 4 months old, he got angry again for no reason, and pushed me into a wall, bruising my shoulder, punched me in my ribs and bruied those as well. Yep there goes another stupid bubble, I stayed as he promised not to do it again!! But then the promises of never turned into: "You can't leave me!" "If you leave me, I'll kill you!" "You ain't shit!" "Be glad that I want you, cause no one else does!" I didn't have the supportive family, to run to for help. I didn't even have friends that weren't his friends, so what in the hell was I to do?? I went through depression after depression, beating after beating, until when I finally left him I had been on 3 different antidepressants, 3 broken teeth, ribs bruised on 4 different ocassions, a sprained wrist, I could go on and on!! I was one of those who watched those "stupid" girls on T.V. who stayed with their abusive mates, yelling at the T.V., until I was in their shoes. It starts off as almost an out of body experience, you don't believe it is happening to you. You wake up in the morning with a black eye, and you put make up over it, so it makes it disappear!! But it really doesn't. When the pain goes away, you start over, or so you think! My mind was so fucked up, but dammit when I woke up, I came out with both barrels blazing! I was lucky, and I know that! I fear for those who stay in abusive relationships. I was staying for all the wrong reasons, yet wouldn't leave for all the right ones!
I am gonna say a special prayer tonite for MO's goddaughter, and all the women, who are in this sickening predicament. I ask that all of you will do the same, because, it is an easy situation to get in, but a difficult one to get out of. I was young and plum dumb!! I am thankful that I wised up, and grew up! God answered my prayers when he brought D into my life! He is the love of my life, and I am amazed by him and his love everyday!! I hope I haven't bored you all, but I needed to get this out!!
Kisses to you Naughty people!!
Lady
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Chatroom Bully!!!!! Racist Bully, Actually!!
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Posted:Apr 26, 2006 10:49 am
Last Updated:May 14, 2006 8:44 am
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Ok, I was in the interracial chatroom last nite, having a pretty good time, when in comes this protruding anus, with a dick, talking shit!! Without as much as a "hello roomies" he begins to say a nasty comment to a friend of mine. Wait, you ready for this? He says *Helga* I would love to see you drop about a hundred pounds!! WTF!!! I mean if you don't like what you see on the cam, then get the fuck off of it, don't try and purposely hurt someone's feelings just because you aren't attracted to the person you see. I mean that is what the little red X is for in the top right hand corner. Now as if this wasn't bad enough, he begins to say that fat white women are only attractive to black men, because they are lazy. Along with that he proceeded to say that black men, just wanted to be taken care of by white women and that they were more than willing because they have a low self esteem. He also was so bold to say that the only reason I was in the interracial room was so that I could find a white woman to take care of me and D!!!! OH KISS MY ASS!! Both of us work!! We aren't rich, but for damn sure ain't looking for a SUGAR MAMA!!! Anyone who knows me, knows that I went off on him when he made the comment to *Helga* as well as when he made his little stupid remark to me. I mean, what fucking century does he live in? What world does he live in? He even told us that his girlfriend left him for a black guy, and now she has to work 2 jobs, because the guy sits in front of his video games all day, and doesn't work. That doesn't mean all black guys are lazy!!!! Dumb ass!! He was typing all kinds of cliche' phrases, as well as constantly misspellings but wanted to say he was educated. I am still fuming about this shit as you can see, but the reason I am posting this it because I have a question of my fellow bloggers: Do you like BBWs? Do you have a preference in the race of your lovers? How do you feel about this ignoramous' comments?
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Naked for all to See.....have You been waiting long?
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Posted:Apr 25, 2006 4:50 pm
Last Updated:Apr 26, 2006 3:26 pm
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Ok, I have kept you in suspense long enough, here are the answers to the questions that I have been asked.
papyrina asks: When and how did you meet your partner ?
What attracted you to him?
And is he still as he was then ?
I met D under weird circumstances, a friend hooked us up on a blind date of sorts. We talked over the phone for a while, then we met, and the rest is history. What attracted me to him was that absolutely boyish smile. I love those dimples. His honesty, and devotion is outstanding of any man I have ever been involved with in my entire life. He just as I have gone through different changes. He has matured in many ways just as I have, but over all he is the same as he was when we met. He is a Leo, he is stubborn, and there ain't no changing him. (Atleast not too much!! )
MOfunNOWWOW asks: What is your boundary and what is his boundary...what does he want tht you are not willing to give and what do you want that he is not willing to give! I don't have too many boundaries, I am pretty open if you mean when it comes to sex. Now D, is not into watching me fuck another man, but he loooooves to watch me eat pussy. The only thing I could say that I want that he isn't willing to give me is a threesome with another man. I guess that would go for his boundary too, if it pertains to sex. Otherwise, both of us will not tolerate being disrespected, in any form. It is something that I have thought about, but it isn't really necessary for me, like a part of me like me being bi, just a fantasy. He doesn't want anything that I can't give him. Like I said I am pretty open.
girl asks: I visited your blog, now can you say you visited mine? Yes!!!
mzhunyhole asks: Whats the most people in a day ya all have had sex with? We aren't true swingers, so counting each other then another person, would be 2!! LOL!!! Kinda boring huh?
bardicman asks: Would you consider having sex with a conservative ? Only if they weren't conservative in the bedroom. I don't like stuff shirt attitude in the bedroom. If they could leave the politics outside, then perhaps they have a chance.
candy69sosweet asks: Why did you leave Blogville? Why did you come back? How long have you been with BigD? We left Blogville, because of a real jackass, trying to cause problems within D and my relationship. Alot of lies, and schemes, attempting to drive us apart, and it caused a lot of doubts in the site, each other, and we had to take sometime, to get back to what was important to us. We had to refocus, and give the jackass the illusion, that their lies had worked. D and I have been together for 6 years!! I am kinda grateful to the jackass, who will remain nameless, because it solidified our relationship, and we are so much more aware of each other than I ever thought we could be. So to the jackass, thanks!!!
diesel_118 asks: Do yall allow each other to fuck somebody else? 2.) If you had the chance would you let me fuck you? 3.) Why are yall lookin for just a woman? and 4.) if you was willing to mess with another guy, would you be willing to meet him some where in your hometown? I could CUM to you Oh almost forgot lol Not only do you read blogz naked..do you walk around the house naked? Oh oh oh forgot again lol 6.)Do you ever wear no panties when you go out? promise last one lol... 7.) Where is the most crowded place you have ever fucked in public before? 1) We both fuck our female friend. 2) I plead the 5th on that one....LOL!!! See, that isn't an option, since D and I don't allow other men into our bedroom. Now, perhaps you would be on my list if we were looking for a man to join us...  3) Because that is all I want. I am bisexual, and need to have both in my life. D satisfies my manly cravings, and I am only missing a female for my craving, and dear God am I craving!!! 4) Let me see....if I were to meet up with a guy......perhaps I would, but would probably be better off 1 town over. 5) Yes I do walk around my home naked....if there are no home. 6) Of course I go out of the house wearing no panties. 7) We fucked in a crowded flea market parking lot. Lots of people walking past the car.....LOTS!!!
So there you have it!! All the answers to your questions!! Now, I will return to my naughty posts, as I know that is the side of me, you prefer!! LOL!! Thanks for the questions!!! I hope you will take a look at my other post [blog bigdnlady] for more insight into the mind of a Dickaholic!!!
Kisses
Lady
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Baring for ALL to SEE!!!
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Posted:Apr 22, 2006 8:36 am
Last Updated:Apr 25, 2006 4:52 pm
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I am a pretty open person, and like to know what my readers think of my blog!! About a year ago a few of us bloggers asked that our readers and fellow bloggers to pose ANY question they wanted and we would answer. I feel that since Blogville has changed and grown so much that it is time for me to do it once again. This is a way for you to get to know me, and for me to get a feel of how the minds of my bloggers work a little.  So I will leave this post alone for the weekend allowing those who want to ask questions to post them. I will answer ANY and ALL questions truthfully. Like I said, I am pretty open. So my naughty people, what questions do you have for me. Make them good. Make them interesting. Make them Naughty. Ask whatever you want. I will bare ALL!! There is no limit to how many questions you may ask, and no subject is off limits....so whatcha got?
Kisses
Lady
*Today sucks, it's all rainy, and gloomy. Gonna grab a cup of tea and read some blogs.....NAKED!! *
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Fellatio and Cunnilingus.......Givers and Takers!!!
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Posted:Apr 21, 2006 11:39 pm
Last Updated:Apr 27, 2006 10:46 am
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I have said on many occassions that I love giving and receiving oral sex. I love the feeling of that hot hard cock in my mouth, and man do I love the way a clit feels on my tongue. But I have a question to my fellow oral sex lovers: When you are pleasuring your partner, do you automatically feel that you are "owed" the same favor? How do you feel if your partner does not give once he or she has received? I am just curious. I am one who loves to give just as much as receive and have not been with one who has not given, and am not truly sure how I would feel if my partner did not give oral. But am hoping that you guys will tell me how you feel, and if you are like me and haven't had a partner to not perform oral on you, then please feel free to express that as well.
I hope you all are having a wonderful weekend!!
Kisses to all you naughty people!!
Lady
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Finally.......
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Posted:Apr 21, 2006 4:02 am
Last Updated:Apr 21, 2006 8:11 pm
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It's FRIDAY!!!! Happy weekend everyone!
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