OY VEY!!!
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Posted:Jun 20, 2006 7:36 pm
Last Updated:Jun 25, 2006 1:06 pm
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Had to be in Milwaukee near Michigan St & the river at 8am and the traffic was HIDEOUS. Between the construction, strange drivers and sun glare, I nearly had a cow. Was there til 4pm and had to battle all of the same crap on the way out. Sat in a training meeting all day and had the BEST time, yeah, I know, strange to say but....The guy who did the training session was SO motivating it was cool. We got loads of training manuals and info so after I got back, I had to go find a briefcase since I don't have enough hands to carry all of the stuff they gave us. So, briefcase and then wanted to find some other pants for work, some shoes...I just ran around like a wild woman and now am whipped. I could use a massage....Hmmm, there's an idea...Need to call and make an appointment. Anyway...I'm glad I took this new gig, it's gonna be a blast and such a challenge. I can't wait to get into the meat of the training modules...Yeah, I'm strange...
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Rainy Sunday
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Posted:Jun 18, 2006 6:19 pm
Last Updated:May 15, 2024 3:37 pm
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Got up this morning and went to the art fair at a part here in Bumbfuzzle. Was more "crafty" than "arty"; I was looking for a landscape or seascape in oil on canvas to put in my bedroom but no such luck. So I went and splooshed around in the muddy grass & rain to find nothing for my wall. Did get to catch up with a few people I met along the way, but....
Called my Pop for Father's Day and told the to call their Dad. Not certain whether they did or not but I told them to...Not like I'm gonna dial the phone for them....
Have some local travel to do for work this week and hope I don't get lost..ACK....
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Oh for the love.....
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Posted:Jun 17, 2006 9:43 pm
Last Updated:Jun 19, 2006 1:23 pm
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I think I'm retarded or something...Planning on going to this party this evening...Get all ready, showered, shaved in the appropriate areas, did my hair, my make up and looked pretty hot, if I must say so myself. Ummm, HELLO??? Party is next Saturday...WHAT a moron...So I go out for dinner with a member on here and have, what I think is, a good time...I need a life...Would someone just take me out in the back yard and shoot me?? Put me out of my misery...Cripes....
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YIPEE!!!!
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Posted:Jun 16, 2006 2:14 pm
Last Updated:Jun 16, 2006 6:10 pm
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It's FRIDAY and thus the WEEKEND!!! *Doing the happy dance all over the house* Work is done with for 48+ blissful hours. I do have a couple of plans for the weekend but am open to suggestions, should those arise. Oops, being dragged off to the grocery store...More later
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Should I or shouldn't I??
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Posted:Jun 15, 2006 10:07 pm
Last Updated:Jun 18, 2006 5:45 pm
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Part of me is saying "just forget it" and desiring a complete break from dating/relationships/sex/men/women/intimate relationships as my luck, to this point, has been not the best. Perhaps I expect too much from others and am unwilling to settle? I don't know...What's a girl to do???
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One of those days
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Posted:Jun 13, 2006 9:40 pm
Last Updated:May 15, 2024 3:37 pm
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Still feeling pretty sick, nauseated, barfy; haven't kept anything in my stomach since Sunday evening and am seriously considering asking the Dr. for some IV fluids with anti-nausea drugs. This totally sucks. I'm weak, tired, feeling icky and HATE feeling helpless and out of control of myself. Oh, add to that I hate barfing and this really is not fun for me. I think part of it is being in healthcare, I'm not used to aksing for help or having anyone take care of me. My middle who is 18, was my "nurse" last night & today. He settled me into bed last night with a barf-bucket, some 7-up and a cool washcloth for my head. This morning, he brought me some saltines, more 7-up and a different cool cloth for my head. He's really a good , he'll make someone a good Dad, some day...20 years from now?
OK, back to bed for me
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I need help.....
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Posted:Jun 12, 2006 8:50 pm
Last Updated:Jun 15, 2006 9:59 pm
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Feeling kinda funky today...Not really sick, per se but queasy, nauseated, headache, just feeling crappy.All I want to do is sleep...
Maybe I'm feeling badly for dumping the "cry guy" but it was a necessary step. I can't tolerate controlling people or being dictated to about how I spend my time or whom I spend it with. Perhaps I've been on my own too long to be able to function in any kind of a relationship...I dunno...I'm independent but do enjoy being part of a couple; the friendship, comfort, conversation, sex, a safe place to fall. But I can't deal with somone who is clingy and needy and demanding. I had a spouse like that and refuse to participate in that kind of relationship ever again.
Is it too much to ask to have someone to hang out with? See a movie with? Have dinner with? Go to bristol faire? or shopping with? Or cook dinner for? Or hang out on the deck with?? Or snuggle in bed with listening to the rain??
Must be asking too much...sigh...
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Oh, the agony...
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Posted:Jun 11, 2006 7:30 am
Last Updated:May 15, 2024 3:37 pm
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Of a late night/early morning combination... Went to a VERY popular concert last night and got home kinda late but the concert ROCKED.... And WHAT a party...I'd heard rumors about the party atmosphere of this certain concert but after experiencing it first hand, I can see the rumors are SO true. WOW....The drive home was a killer, I was SO tired...but made it home safe and sound...Ya'll have a great Sunday
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What not to do....follow-up
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Posted:Jun 10, 2006 7:01 pm
Last Updated:May 15, 2024 3:37 pm
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So, y'all read about the "cry guy" in my previous post. He keeps calling and I keep refusing to go out on another date with the guy. He calls today and asks yet again. I'm busy thinking "Have you no clue, man?" while he's asking if we could just go for a walk and talk about "things". I finally just said "Listen, stop calling me. I'm not interested in dating you, talking to you, hearing from you or anything else." I hope he gets a clue....
But on a different note, wasn't today an AMAZING day? Perfect weather, great day to get things done outside and enjoy the weather.
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What not to do on a date
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Posted:Jun 9, 2006 8:32 pm
Last Updated:Jun 11, 2006 7:25 am
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Since I seem to be on a bent and bitching about dating, I'll share a recent foray into the "normal" dating world. I'd been contacted by this man on Match dot com; he seemed nice, we had common interests. So when he asked to take me to dinner, I said OK. Some of my friends from Milwaukee & surrounding will recall hearing about the "cry guy". So we go to dinner and he spends the ENTIRE evening drinking and bitching about his last long term relationship; how she broke his heart, treated him like crap and was basically not a nice person. I understand a desire to relate certain aspects of a prior relationship that one found unsatisfactory but to spend HOURS complaining about someone...on a frist date...Bad, BAD idea. So he's dropping me off and he grabs me to hug me and starts CRYING... I am, at this point, horrified and completely mortified. We part ways that evening, I go in my house and sit down to write him an email that basically says "I think you need to heal yourself before you try and get into another relationship". I write the guy off as "not gonna happen" and since he doesn't contact me, I'm thinking he's done the same. Fast forward a few weeks, he calls and asks for a second chance. Being the total moron I am, I give it to him. We have a blast and ended the evening after having a GREAT time. The next weekend, without calling or anything, he comes over, walks into my house and climbs in bed with me. I was sound asleep and he scared the Hell outta me. I was..am...and continue to be appalled by his behavior and blatant disrespect for me and my feelings. I kicked him out and haven't seen him since but he keeps CALLING me...How do I get the point acrossed that I'm NOT INTERESTED??? I've been kind, rude, blunt and very clear and he doesn't get it...I'm at a loss...HELP!!!!!All I'd really like is a normal guy to build some kind of a relationship with...Is that so wrong??
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What not to do on a date
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Posted:Jun 9, 2006 8:31 pm
Last Updated:Jun 12, 2006 8:35 pm
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Since I seem to be on a bent and bitching about dating, I'll share a recent foray into the "normal" dating world. I'd been contacted by this man on Match dot com; he seemed nice, we had common interests. So when he asked to take me to dinner, I said OK. Some of my friends from Milwaukee & surrounding will recall hearing about the "cry guy". So we go to dinner and he spends the ENTIRE evening drinking and bitching about his last long term relationship; how she broke his heart, treated him like crap and was basically not a nice person. I understand a desire to relate certain aspects of a prior relationship that one found unsatisfactory but to spend HOURS complaining about someone...on a frist date...Bad, BAD idea. So he's dropping me off and he grabs me to hug me and starts CRYING... I am, at this point, horrified and completely mortified. We part ways that evening, I go in my house and sit down to write him an email that basically says "I think you need to heal yourself before you try and get into another relationship". I write the guy off as "not gonna happen" and since he doesn't contact me, I'm thinking he's done the same. Fast forward a few weeks, he calls and asks for a second chance. Being the total moron I am, I give it to him. We have a blast and ended the evening after having a GREAT time. The next weekend, without calling or anything, he comes over, walks into my house and climbs in bed with me. I was sound asleep and he scared the Hell outta me. I was..am...and continue to be appalled by his behavior and blatant disrespect for me and my feelings. I kicked him out and haven't seen him since but he keeps CALLING me...How do I get the point acrossed that I'm NOT INTERESTED??? I've been kind, rude, blunt and very clear and he doesn't get it...I'm at a loss...HELP!!!!!All I'd really like is a normal guy to build some kind of a relationship with...Is that so wrong??
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Oy...It's morning already??
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Posted:Jun 9, 2006 5:12 am
Last Updated:Jun 9, 2006 8:32 pm
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So, I finally go back to bed at 3:30am and KNEW I had to get up at 6:30am...But man is my butt dragging. Tired, have a headache, feel like barfing and am still going to work, at least for a little while. One of the nice things about the new gig is it's a salaried position so I can come and go as my position warrants. So, think I'll go, do what I need to do and head back home to feel like crap. Somehow feeling like crap is better at home than at work....
I know, stop my infernal whining and get on with it already
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What the Hell??
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Posted:Jun 9, 2006 12:59 am
Last Updated:Jun 12, 2006 8:35 pm
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OK, so I went to bed at a "normal" (for me) time and am now wide awake as I've had some very, VERY strange dreams; like having twin boys with my ex, moving to London, scuba diving... I'm quite confused as to why I'd be dreaming about my ex (that's just creepy since it's ex #1, not that dreaming about ex #2 would be a whole lot better)or dreaming about moving to London but that could be because of the thing I watched about Windsor Castle tonight on TV.
But, jeez, give me a break. Let me sleep and wake up refreshed in the morning....But, NO...I sit here at 0230 and write a blog entry only to try and go back to sleep, toss and turn and wake up at 6am.
It would have been nice to have someone to wake up and snuggle with but my dating luck has been less than stellar so I sleep solo which has it's don't have to share the blanktes advantages.
Is it so very much to ask to find a guy who is willing to build something? I'm not asking for everything all at once but someone interested in building something solid over the long term. Yeah, I realize I'm not Princess Diana but I'm not Roseanne either. People tell me I'm cute, intelligent, easy to talk with, fun, funny, sensitive, caring....All of the crap a person might want in a partner...Ohhh, I need to stop rambling and hit the sheets...
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