Still confused
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Posted:Sep 9, 2008 8:12 am
Last Updated:Sep 10, 2008 5:49 am
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...Well I really don't know what is going on with me. I should be happy as a clam. I am going to meet with my one lady friend in a few weeks for sure. She does enjoy me spending a few hours eating her pussy. She is not into anal or giving oral so I don't expect to get more then a hand job. But she is someone that is a wonderful lady and I do feel she honestly cares.
...I still have not found someone to hookup with on a regular basis. I don't understand it. I am not a bad looking guy and I don't have a lot of ego problems. I really do like spending several hours pleasing a woman and I only ask for a little play in return. It's been six years I have been looking and the couple of woman I have found have all seemed to take advantage of the fact I enjoy giving them pleasure. I honestly with the one exception have not seen any return for my effort. So I am still down about this whole thing. Maybe I should start looking on the dark side also. I honestly don't know. Na I like pussy too much to start being gay.
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Better but not great
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Posted:Sep 8, 2008 9:07 am
Last Updated:May 9, 2024 3:35 pm
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...Well I am a bit better today. My one lady friend who is really the best friend I have on this site has shown mercy on me and agreed to meet with me later this month. I do love pleasuring her. She cums so nice. She does not do anal though and does not suck cock to the finish. At least she has never sucked mine at all. So I am looking forward to a few nice hours pleasuring her and hopefully cumming at least once myself.
...Spoke with a friend who is now thinking of walking on the dark side. He has discovered he has these Bi thoughts and has had them for a long time. His wife has been out of the closet Bi since I have known them, about six years now. She is looking for a couple for them to play with now and hoping that her Husband will give into his Bi tendencies. He has allowed her to play with other ladies, but has never been there when they have. I am not sure he really is open to being Bi or to her Bi play and I think they are hearing for the big D. We will see.
...I on the other hand am reasonably sure that I am going nuts. I am so frustrated and depressed that I honestly don't know what to do about it. I really need to get away from home for a week or two and shack up with someone who will just use and abuse me and take advantage of this huge horny feeling I have. I just feel so lonely and depressed and horny. I really do need Someone to just take me in.
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Swallow or Spit
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Posted:Sep 5, 2008 6:48 am
Last Updated:Sep 8, 2008 10:42 am
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Had an opportunity to talk with my lady friend from NJ last night. She explained her crazy phone call. She and her soon to be husband were fooling around. She has been practicing with this rubber dick that squirts for a couple of weeks now and felt sure of herself. She said that up to now when she has been playing with him she would lick and softly suck him and when he would tell her he was cumming she would let him shoot in her hand or between her tits. Well she decided to try the real thing and when he blew his load in her mouth he was as surprised as she was. She said she was not ready for the warmth or the force of his load in her mouth. She sort of took it but a lot dribbled out. She was not real sure if she wanted to spit it out or swallow. I told her it was OK. She had tried. She told me that they have discussed this and anal sex a lot in the last week and that she told him she wants to do this for him because she loves him. She told me that she told him that she was going to suck him off every night until she got it right. Sounded like he is in for a good time. She is determined to get her sexual hangups fixed by their wedding date. I asked her how the anal sex went and she said that they had not gone beyond him playing with his finger in her ass, but once she is comfortable swallowing she is going to work in the anal part. So I wished her good luck told her to send me the photos from their practice sessions as payment for helping her. I know there are none, but she laughed when I said that. I am glad for her she is a really nice girl and a good friend.
...After I hung up I was feeling sort of green with envy. Here was someone getting someones affection and care because she loved him enough to want to please him. I went down stairs and sat next to my Mrs and started to stroke her leg. She turned to me and asked me if I wanted ice cream. I told her no and went back upstairs laid down with the and went to sleep.
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Deeper and Deeper
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Posted:Sep 3, 2008 10:55 am
Last Updated:Sep 5, 2008 6:31 am
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Seems as if I am on a downward spiral that I can't seem to stop. I know what will fix it, but I don't know how to get my fix. Just got off the phone with a friend and she was interested in getting together but she is getting enough now so she is not interested in really meeting right now. IM chatted with another lady friend and she also said she was too busy for me to spend a few hours pleasuring her. Then my summer lady friend sent me a note and basically said she was interested but not enough to make a meeting. All I really want right now is someone to play with for a few hours. A woman that will enjoy me pleasuring her and return the favor. Just a few hours will fix this dump I am in. This is not a good frame of mind to be in at all. I can't believe that with all the friends I have on this site no one feels they can spend time sharing their love and affection.
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Stood up Again
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Posted:Sep 3, 2008 6:43 am
Last Updated:Sep 3, 2008 6:45 am
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...Well it happened again. This time It was my friend from the summer. I waited for her to show but she did not. I understood that she might not be able to get away so I do understand her not being there. So this time it was OK. I had to stand up a lady this morning I was going to meet for the first time. Mrs. had a load of Doctor appointments and she insists I go with her to them now. I at least had the decency of calling the lady and canceling our meet. This lady was not real hot to meet in the first place and she is an hour and a half away. I had met her once before for a get to know and she poofed for about three months before contacting me again. I guess I looked better after three months. So back to square one.
...My lady friend from NJ called me at 4 this morning and babbled something about it working. I am not real sure what the heck she was talking about so I will have to call her today when I am awake.
...I am really getting in a bad mood lately. I want someone to sexually play with. Home life has been the pits with the coming move and the lack of affection. I am honestly thinking of looking on the dark side at the gay movement. I don't know if I could do it, but it has been creeping into my thoughts lately. I think I need someone to share sexual pleasures with and I need them soon. I am just too frustrated, even jerking off doesn't help the sexual tension. It is just not the same.
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Had hopes
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Posted:Sep 2, 2008 7:12 am
Last Updated:Sep 3, 2008 6:29 am
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Well I did have hopes that I would meet a lady this weekend that wants to play. I have been emailing her for three months now (her choice not mine) and we have worked out what we are looking for in detail. So here I sit at the Park and wait and wait and wait. I gave her an hour after the time we were going to meet and she did not show. The cell phone contact number she gave me did not answer either. So once again my luck held true. I can't believe that I can't find a woman to play with. It is the most frustrating thing. At home as we get ready for the move the is the only one who shows any affection. Mrs is too stressed to even think of laying down with me. Damn. Damn. Damn. Wonder if I decided to become gay I would have any better luck. No it would most likely be the same thing...
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Ok No More Crap
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Posted:Aug 28, 2008 10:05 am
Last Updated:Sep 2, 2008 7:06 am
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OK NO More Crap. I really do need to find a Fbuddy that I can spend time with regularly. I am so frustrated and it's not only the physical side it's the mental as well. Yes I do have a mental side. What I need is a woman who wants to play, who wants me to pleasure her and who wants to pleasure me. Yes I do want to do anal, yes I do want to do oral and yes I do want to try some mild Bondage, they are not deal breakers though just enhancers. But damn it I need to finally after all this time to find her and I need to find her NOW. No we can't fall in love to the point of being married, but you can't play without caring for each other either so there is going to be that much of a commitment. Just nothing that can be permanent. So that is where I am at. Any one interested email me.
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Confused and Frustrated
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Posted:Aug 27, 2008 7:38 am
Last Updated:May 9, 2024 3:35 pm
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...Well I am still frustrated very much. I am also feeling a bit guilty in that my friend east in Allentown is not sure of what she wants and I have sort of been trying to steer her into deciding that I am good for her. She has a moral problem with my being married and I do understand her feelings. So I guess it is wrong of me to try and get her to decide to ditch her moral feeling and take me as a lover. I do think that we would be good lovers we are both interested in the same things and I think she can teach me a lot while I can be good for her in a supportive way and be the steady lover she needs right now. The problem would be as she has said "What if I fall in love with you" I have told her that is a boundary we can not cross. That is easy for me to say, but I do understand the problem. This is something she is going to have to work out for herself. I can't make her make a decision.
...My Summer friend wrote me a note and said she was depressed and was not sure what she wanted to do. She asked if I could meet her in the evening and I told her I could not and that she really needed to decide what she wanted. I was not something she could use and toss.
...So I am still very frustrated. I still have not gotten a good blow or anything else for that matter. I am really in a physical need. I can deal with the mental need (that's easy when you don't have a mental to begin with) but this physical need does not go away even if I whack off. Just does not satisfy.
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Season's Over At Last
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Posted:Aug 25, 2008 6:25 am
Last Updated:May 9, 2024 3:35 pm
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...Well I made it through the summer. The season at the Park is now over for me. I will be working a few weekends from now until the end of the year, but for the most part I will have my life back.
...Well the big news is that I am moving in the middle of the month. I am not going far though only about 500 feet. We are getting a larger apartment in the same complex. So perhaps some of the crowding will feel better. It has the same number of rooms, but they are bigger.
...Sad to say it seems as if my new friend from the summer has decided she would rather keep up with her old friend then me. She has not written me in two weeks and the last time I offered to get a room and pleasure her for two or three hours she said she had to work. I think she feel guilty bout this guy in NJ. I know she loves him so I guess I am out of the picture.
...So now I guess I am once again on my quest to find a woman who wants to play regularly. At least once a week would be nice. Perhaps my friend in Allentown once her foot heals. That would be nice, but I am not sure she is interested in playing regularly. So the search goes on. 
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Work Work and More Work
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Posted:Aug 19, 2008 6:48 am
Last Updated:May 9, 2024 3:35 pm
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Just popped in to leave a short note for my friends. I am sorry I have not been in touch with you for a while. I have been doing nothing but working. Labor day weekend is the last of the crazy work schedules, So PLEASE be patient I will be back. Love to all
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For Rent.....Cheap Even...
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Posted:Aug 12, 2008 7:20 am
Last Updated:Aug 28, 2008 10:06 am
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That damn profile that we write for NoStrings is perhaps the hardest thing we have to do. How the heck do you sell yourself and not come across sounding like an egotistical freak. "Hey there little lady I'm hung like a mule and have the same brain power also." Just does not seem to convey the right thoughts. So how do I explain that I am just a lonely ignored husband who wants to find a woman to play adult games with. How do I say that I am a really nice guy who will treat them with respect. That I am open enough to play the type of role that they will want to play. To play and make love and to spend as much time doing what they like as they want and all I ask in return is for them to want to please me as well. Just seems as if it's impossible to do and even harder to find that woman.
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Thinking.....
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Posted:Aug 11, 2008 8:33 am
Last Updated:Aug 12, 2008 6:56 am
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Had a lot of time this weekend to do something very dangerous, Think. It started on Friday night when my wife and I were once again arguing about sex. I told her I was going to get a girl friend and she asked me what kind of a girl friend I would want. I honestly could not answer that for her because no matter what answer I gave I would just get in more trouble. I did think about it though. What am I looking for in a girl friend. Well Ideal 5 foot 110 pounds blond, blue eyes loves to give head and enjoys anal. Wants her pussy eaten as much as possible and never complains. Yeah right. First off I don't really care what a girl friend looks like. I have had thin and large lady friends in the past and to be honest the larger woman were better lovers and a lot less ego freaks then the "Model Thin" ladies. Hair color and length. I don't care. I mean look at me. No hair at all. While I do like long red hair, it's not a deal breaker. In fact the lady friend I did have that had long red hair wound up breaking my heart so bad I hurt for months. Eyes. Same thing, It does not matter. OK so now that I have established that the package really doesn't make a lot of difference, what does. Attitude. Plane and simple. Yeah I would be happier if a woman swallowed or spit. And taking anal and ass play is great too, but they are not the deal breakers. Letting me eat her pussy, very important, but again not the breaker. So what is. Attitude. If she doesn't honestly want to please me then why should I want to please her. If she really only wants to take from the relationship then why would I give in the first place. So that is the kind of girl friend I want. Some one who will give to the relationship. To my friends out there that should not be a surprise. The surprise is that when they look inside themselves do they see that kind of person or do they see someone who uses all kind of excuses to only take from the relationship. Do they use me only for their own needs and not put back any of the emotion. It's a question we all need to answer. It's a question we all need to honestly answer to our own heart.
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Very Quite Night
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Posted:Aug 7, 2008 5:45 am
Last Updated:Aug 11, 2008 7:09 am
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It's nights like last night that remind me why I am on NoStrings in the first place. I had dinner ready by the time my wife got home and we all sat down and had a real nice dinner. Some food, some chatting, some more food, dessert and coffee and then cleanup the always do the cleanup part, I do help a bit but usually it's their job. Last night we all helped even my wife which was real unusual. Most of the time she gets up and goes out for a smoke. After everything was put away I went upstairs and laid down to read. My wife came up about an hour later, turned on the TV and laid down on her side of the bed. I put my book down and slid over so I could get closer to her and began softly stroking her arm and them her leg. This was OK, no response but OK. I slid my hand over to rub her belly and you would have thought I had tried to her. She pulled my hand from her and told me in no uncertain terms that we were not going to have sex. With that I decided that I was better off reading so I rolled over to my side and picked up my book again. About 10 min later the jumped on the bed and laid down between her and me. Now safe from my touch my wife got undressed for bed, she wears her undies and one of my t-shirts to bed, got back in and turned off the TV. I was going to read a bit more, but when she reached up and turned off the light I guessed that it was also time for me to go to sleep. All I can say is it sure is nice that the lets me snuggle up to her  .
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