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Cryptanalysis Found this poem and it really spoke to my heart so thought I'd share... AJ Fredrickson Apr 20 Cryptanalysis I don’t know what we are now I just know it’s not what it was I fear that you don’t want to change I fear you can’t see through my flaws There are so many thoughts running through my head It’s hard to keep track of what is real and what is not I feel like I’ve been side swiped You were hiding in my blind spot Fragments of memories scattered all over the floor Picture perfect memories, that don’t seem so perfect anymore I dream of you when I’m not asleep I dream of what could be I’m at a loss for words now This wasn’t anything I could foresee What do you say, when you have said it all before? I’m running of breath What do you say when no one’s listening anymore? This silence is making deaf I’m unlocking all of the secrets The door is open now I’m just hoping we can make it through But these trespasses, I can’t allow I know I’ve made my fair share of mistakes But I feel I am doing my part I feel like nothing I do will ever change this I fear it might be too late to restart I know that is not what I want I know what I want is you But I’m afraid that you are unavailable I fear there is nothing more I can do It’s hard to feel so helpless… It’s hard to feel so powerless and alone We’re at a crossroad now And it’s up to you to find your way home I’ll be waiting here patiently But I can’t wait forever I will help you anyway that I can I know if we try, we can make it through this endeavor I’ve seen you at your worst and loved you through it all My love for you is unconditional But I can’t get past your wall This wall you’ve put up is putting a barrier between us It is keeping us apart I can’t get in if you don’t take it down We can never have a fresh start The lying has to stop It isn’t doing anyone any good I know that you are just afraid Afraid of being misunderstood I understand where you are coming from But you never know until you try You break my heart a little more Everytime you lie I know that it will take time But my heart will one heal This situation has caught off guard The whole thing is just so surreal I’m going through the motions I’m trying to find my way I’m trying to read your morse code But the message, you won’t convey I need you to talk to me I need to know the real you I need you to be honest with me It’s the least that you could do… #poetry #poems #writing #writers #poets #written #lesbianpoetry #lesbianpoems #lesbianwriters #lesbianpoets |
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 Hi and welcome to blog land , nice poem
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8/5/2019 4:51 pm |
I like your poem. Welcome to blogland!"Sweet, steamy, sensuous kisses light the bright fires of passionate lust within us." scott6250
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