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Mid point in my life...PART 2
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Mid point in my life...PART 2 Hope I didn't bore you all too much with my ramblings on the last post. Attending college at that time was the high point to my life thus far..I was open to be me,,act like me and do things that I wanted to do..Dressing down in school was the norm and didn't have to concentrate on being perfect in my transformation..My studies kept my mind busy and spend a lot of time alone in that endeavor.. My first quarter in school I had a single dorm room which I kept for 2 years..But after that I wanted to be in a girl environment..So I signed up to share a room with another girl.. My first day with her was frightening,,,was she going to find out,,see something that would expose me?..Life with her was quite normal and uneventfully..She had her life and me,,mine..She was cute,,nice and smart..We talked quite a bit but didn't spend a lot of time together..I bought a curtain and placed between our beds on the impression that I snored,but really didn't want her to see morning wood if I went uncovered during the night..When she changed clothing,,I turned my head or left the room..OMG!!!!..I wanted to look so badly,,but that would not be fair to her..I felt like a woman,,looked like a woman,,,the only hitch was this thing between my legs saying that I was a guy in every bodies eyes!!!! I did well in school with my studies and socializing..I was hit on consistently by guys and a few girls..My senior year I was feeling real good about myself,,getting close to graduating and confident as a woman..I took a photography class to fill in some time..It was a fun educational class and never realized what went into a good photo..I sat beside of a fairly attractive blond girl that had the most beautiful eyes,,ones that melted you as you peered into them..As I was hoping,,we were paired together to do a project..So we met out of class,,done our project together,,,(which we aced it),,and was starting to meet and talk,, out of the class situation.. We started being together most of the day when we were not in classes or studying..One evening she said she couldn't stand it any longer and wanted to know if I wanted to go out with her on a date!,,a romantic date?..I was stunned,,flattered,,scared and aroused at the same time...What would she think of my sex,,would she tell everyone and be thrown out and shunned? Talking with her went on for hours and hours..I asked her if she was a lesbian or bi or what?..She couldn't tell me and really didn't know herself..I asked her why she asked me out and not a hotter girl that was everywhere there..Her response was,,,she felt something about me that attracted her.. By this time I really wanted to find out what she thought about sex,,lesbians,,gays,,hetero,,cross dressers and of coarse,,t-girls..Come to find out,,she was very welcoming with all of them,,,it was their choice and she didn't look down upon it.. So using my natural balls,,,I told her I was a gender cross over...She stared at me,,which seemed like a hour,, and slowly and calmly she held out her arms gave me a hugs and the most passionate kiss I ever experienced..Needless to say,,,I dodged the bullet again and from then on,, we were a couple,,a lesbian couple to our friends,,but a couple never the less.. We fell in love,,graduated college,,and lived together for 7 years..We broke up a few years ago,,she wanted and a family which was fine,,but the both of us felt it was not right to raise with 2 Moms and we separated in very good terms..She has a husband now and ..We still see each other and are still in love and always will be..We get together about once a month or so and share life experiences and sex!..I know it is cheating,,but we are in love..She loves her husband with the same love as with me..It is a poly relationship with her.. I went on to other things in college after I graduated..I have 2 masters (1) in early childhood development and the other in special education,,a BA in speech and hearing therapy..I am working on my doctoral as we speak. I will finish with my next installment....Candi  |
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Thanks Jez After a while,,,things doesn't matter as much as they used to,,then just go for it,,and worry about the repercussions later....Hugs
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2/27/2010 8:40 am |
wow, i hope i can find someone as understanding andadventurous as you and your ex. it sounds like a fairytale almost. i hope i get to feel that rush of emotions
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Candi, Go for it you deserve the best....HH
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Mr dependable,,,at the time it didn't feel like a fairy tale,,but now it is great memories to reminisce.. Buckeye,,,thanks for the comment..I am having trouble sending mails or would have been back with you by now...Sorry.
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An English saying goes: "All good things come to those who wait". Most contend that it is a modern version of the proverb: "Patience is a Virtue", but regardless of the origins, I find it a good rule to live by. I imagine, with your youth, and great looks, what your looking for will come your way, if your patient. Those that impatiently grab onto what happens to be available, usually regret it later. Wishing you all you desire and more, from reading your blogs, you seem most deserving. 
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Thank old beach bum After 12 years a few more is not out of the question. You are so right in many ways....Hugs
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Thanks Larry,,,I have found that to be true,,now just get the rest of the world to think like that....Hugs...Candi
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Wow Candi you are quite impressive. I do feel for the separation of your friend though. It's hard to be away from the one you love. Hopefully you will find someone to fill the void. You sound like a very caring person. Take care Jen
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Jen Thank you dear for the sweet thoughts. There is no one who could ever fill that void!.If you seen her and spend some time with her,you would see it also.I could/can let others in my heart but she will be my first true love,others will be my second true love.The loves will be the same,only one came before the other! So,I press on.
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All my best to you sweetie and I completly understand.
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Thanks 183,,,a lot of people don't or can't understand,,,but you did sweetie...hugs...Candi
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sweet candi you bore us hehehehehehhehehel am telling myself that why l didnt find ur blog b4.kissssses you sweety xxxxxxxxxx
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