10813 posts 2/8/2012 2:57 pm
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The Truth Comes.....
I just read a post the other day from my brother from another mother whoisagentj he posted [post 2848842], he talks about the normal BS that goes on, and in it said "Maybe I need to focus on posting something more like massageman00's blog, with funny shit." ..... Yeah, well sorry to disappoint, but I'm going into total "Depression Mode"
Well the truth finially came out..... For those who read my 2 Year Update from last week, I have finially been told the truth.
Yes, the woman that is my Fiance was having an affair with another man, another man that has been in my house many times, one whom told me it was "Nice to meet me", how he wanted to be like family, how he was like such a "Brother" to her. For over 3 months she's been fucking him behind my back, while I was at work, and even taking my truck to go and FUCK HIM!!!!! 
The friend that helped her move to another state, yep, he was her Dom, OH, and he rapped her Monday!!!!! Yeah, the so called "Non sexual Dom" became very sexual, She admitted to him being her Dom the whole time when she lied straight to my face about him not being anything other then "A friend that I've known longer then you".
Now, even though I have been lied too, I will not stand by and let someone stay in a situation like like and I offered to get her out of there, no question, no alliterative motive.
Of course that's not good enough, nope, turns out the "Brother" is going to be the one who has to borrow money that she will have to pay him back to come get her. Mostly for the fact that because when she gets back in town, she will be renting a room in the same house HE lives in. ..... Are you as confused and pissed as I am right now reading this?
She's so conflicted of whom she wants to be with, but yet she goes to live with the other guy..... Doesn't sound so conflicting does it?
Worst part of this all, I abandoned my friends, got rid of many people who were not only great friends, and one former interests (That we planned that if we were alone by a certain time, we'd plan to be together) that pulled me out of my deep set depression showing me that I could love and be loved. Yeah, All are gone from my life and hate me.
the grass may look greener on the other side, but that's mostly because it's full of shit.....
Now I crawl back into my deep depression, back into the dark where things fell better where numb is the only happy feeling I can experience.
Pain is my only friend and companion.....
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6060 posts 2/8/2012 4:44 pm |
Oh dude! I'm...speechless. And heartbroken for you brother. Dude, seriously, if you need to talk, you've got me on FB, send me a message. I'm here for ya bro and got your back.
Who can you call on to save the day?
Why none other than...
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2/8/2012 5:36 pm
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Sorry to hear about that. 
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37014 posts 2/8/2012 5:42 pm |
I'm so sorry this happened to you hon.
Hugs
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2/8/2012 7:23 pm
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Oh sweetie, I am so sorry and sad to read this. Just know after the shit sinks in on the other side....beautiful flowers bloom.. bigger and better ones~
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18009 posts 2/8/2012 7:48 pm |
Quoting whoisagentj:
Oh dude! I'm...speechless. And heartbroken for you brother. Dude, seriously, if you need to talk, you've got me on FB, send me a message. I'm here for ya bro and got your back.
| Thanks man, I'll drop you a line tomorrow, you've been a good friend for many years without having to ask of you |
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18009 posts 2/8/2012 7:49 pm |
| Yeah, sadly, I knew this was coming |
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18009 posts 2/8/2012 7:49 pm |
Quoting rm_NassyFox:
I'm so sorry this happened to you hon.
Hugs
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18009 posts 2/8/2012 7:50 pm |
Quoting SweetLove1414:
Oh sweetie, I am so sorry and sad to read this. Just know after the shit sinks in on the other side....beautiful flowers bloom.. bigger and better ones~
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18009 posts 2/8/2012 7:51 pm |
| Sorry, gonna be down for a while |
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18009 posts 2/9/2012 2:16 am |
| Yeah, sucks when the woman you dream of spending the rest of your life with decides to lie daily about her whereabouts just to go and fuck another man, lied daily to my face about who she was talking too, and all the time when I said my gut feeling tells me something, she begged me to believe her and trust her. ..... Just goes to show you really can't trust anyone |
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2/9/2012 2:30 am
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Simply Hugz 
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50231 posts 2/9/2012 4:27 am |
my ex was a repeat offender of infidelity...and we were married for over 10 years, since i loved him deeply, and we had a beautiful daughter between us, i believed he might change one day and forgave him...
but, as far as i know, he even fucked his ex while we were marred after that, and i mean, fucking her like all the time, not once...
and when knocked up one women who was a single mother, saying he "must support a single mother, because her ex is a sorry MF, and she needs me..."...which made me a single mother...totally confusing and conflicting statement...
i went through hell after that...i thought i was gonna kill myself...
but believe me...something is better off without...and you will be too...
i am sorry you are going though this...but i knew you from way back...and you are a good man...just believe in that...you are...
hugs...
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2/9/2012 10:29 am
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Wow, that's awful. My heart goes out to you.
Hugs from a stranger 
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18009 posts 2/9/2012 1:26 pm |
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18009 posts 2/9/2012 1:28 pm |
Quoting japaneseass:
my ex was a repeat offender of infidelity...and we were married for over 10 years, since i loved him deeply, and we had a beautiful daughter between us, i believed he might change one day and forgave him...
but, as far as i know, he even fucked his ex while we were marred after that, and i mean, fucking her like all the time, not once...
and when knocked up one women who was a single mother, saying he "must support a single mother, because her ex is a sorry MF, and she needs me..."...which made me a single mother...totally confusing and conflicting statement...
i went through hell after that...i thought i was gonna kill myself...
but believe me...something is better off without...and you will be too...
i am sorry you are going though this...but i knew you from way back...and you are a good man...just believe in that...you are...
hugs...
| I know that I'm better then her. I had MANY Opportunities to cheat on her, but I was the better person and remained loyal..... in hind site, for what reason? |
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18009 posts 2/9/2012 1:30 pm |
Quoting nutmegsrevenge:
Wow, that's awful. My heart goes out to you.
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619 posts 2/12/2012 12:11 pm |
So shit, and I know how the depression feels, like free-fall and nothing to grab hold of and stop it..... I'd offer a hand but I can't reach from here, there's something called the Atlantic Ocean in the way 
At least my ex ended our relationship when temptation presented itself and he realized I wasn't 'the one' but before he took any advantage of what was offered...
I'm out hunting frogs now.... Hope you find a real princess one day too *hugs* Hope I've given you half a smile if nothing else...
Lxx
Please do come and enjoy my blog, or enjoy my blog and cum.... Entirely up to you MissLAngelLxx
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18009 posts 2/13/2012 6:39 pm |
Quoting MissLAngel:
So shit, and I know how the depression feels, like free-fall and nothing to grab hold of and stop it..... I'd offer a hand but I can't reach from here, there's something called the Atlantic Ocean in the way
At least my ex ended our relationship when temptation presented itself and he realized I wasn't 'the one' but before he took any advantage of what was offered...
I'm out hunting frogs now.... Hope you find a real princess one day too *hugs* Hope I've given you half a smile if nothing else...
Lxx
Yeah, you'd need a hell of a reach! LOL unless you don't mind crossing and giving one more toad a grab... I mean try
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18009 posts 2/13/2012 6:42 pm |
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