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Why I relate to Peter Parker so much...
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Why I relate to Peter Parker so much... OK bear with here on this one. First, its been a month. I know I said I would write more, but its not been easy to find the time as of late. Life has been very crazy and busy as of late. -blew a tire on car. Had to have it repaired, me a pretty penny that. -we had a sewer line back up in the house, had to folks with it, which took more from me to them out. -dealing with a SHITLOAD of family issues right now. From mom and her health issues, which keep piling up, middle being a complete bitch and getting involved in issues that have nothing do with her, oldest and her health issues and that her live-in boyfriend got sick, lost his job and now they are struggling make ends meet and could be kicked out on the street. Needless to say, Im not doing well. Well, Im managing. Im coping. So why the title of this post? Because like Peter Parker aka Spider-Man, he's had deal with the worst issues any person has had to go through in comics. Stuff that if it happened to me , Im pretty sure Id end up going insane. But...just like him, I have own problems. So I can relate. life is filled with a lot of shit going down. I could use a break from it all. But I cant. I happen to get one thing straightened out, and two more things drop on me like a ton of bricks, and I have to emotionally, mentally, or spiritually dig way out of and deal with it all. Stuff that if I had more , I could deal with a lot of these issues and straighten many of them out. But I dont, so Im still stuck with issues. Look, I think we all have drama or crap to deal with. And TRUST me...I know you dont want hear about shit or read about it. Im tired of it as well. Im doing the best I can to dig myself out of the hole Im in, and right now, its a deep, dark hole. The worst being, I dont have friends to confide in, thus I post it here to vent it out. One day I will be in a better place. The one thing I have going myself is Im trying, LORD am I trying, be positive and keep myself thinking positive. Its not easy. But Im not giving up. If Peter Parker can keep himself going, then I can too. Its that never say die attitude that allows me to keep going, to keep plugging away. Because I cant give up. I just cant, as I have too many people depending on me. Sure things are tough right now and family and the people I care about. Its not easy me either, because I keep heart on sleeve and I want to others. Being an emotional guy is difficult. But I would rather that, then shutting down completely and being a person that either bottles it all inside or becoming emotionally dead inside. I just have to take it as it goes and deal with everything thats handed to me. It sucks, but I accept the fact that when it boils down to it...no one else can deal with own pain but myself. That still doesnt make it any easier though. So hopefully things will one day get better . Thats all I can hope . Who can you call on to save the day? Why none other than... Agent  |
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hang in there J it will get better.
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